This weekend, Marie, a fellow former priest and good friend from years ago, died. She was a regular at events in Chicago, and everybody loved her — she was just the nicest person. She used to call me “big brother” (*) despite being several years my senior, because I’d been in the temple longer. But I always valued her perspective and she was as much my mentor as I hers.
I wish I had kept up with her, and other friends from the temple, better when I left it. This is a definite downside of being shy/introverted/socially anxious. It’s probably silly but it seems like an awkward, difficult chore to email someone just to say “hi, how are you doing?” Part of it was, many of us were on social media and still more or less in contact for a while anyway… but there was a lot of drifting away from that over time as well.
(*) before I realized I was nonbinary
I have been doomscrolling over this Chirk thing, because of concern for the tyrannical fallout from it. From the very beginning, the MAGA crowd has been trying to blame leftists and especially trans people, whether or not that has any relevance. While, of course, simultaneously claiming the left are “politicizing a tragedy” (the same thing they say after every school shooting when someone suggests gun control). One of them even said “this is our Reichstag Fire” — they don’t even bother to use dogwhistles anymore, do they?
It seems if you’re not appropriately mourning the dead asshole, you’re “Unamerican,” and can get fired from journalism and education careers. They’re even talking about revoking passports. This from the supposed “free speech” advocates who whined about cancel culture. This from people who wanted to pardon Nancy Pelosi’s attacker, who couldn’t be bothered to give a shit about the murder of Melissa Hortman and her husband in June, who complained about the flags flying half-mast for former President Carter. Trump didn’t even want to lower the flags for fellow Republican Sen. John McCain. And now the Vice President — emphasis on the word vice — is threatening to “crack down” on all kinds of left-wing groups under the utterly farcical, absurd, pretense that they promote violence.
But despite all of the performative grief, Trump decided to skip the vigil for Chirk at Kennedy Center, to go play golf.
Apparently, I am still able to be amazed by the depth and breadth of MAGA hypocrisy, despite everything. But I’ve certainly had more than my fill of doomscrolling. Let’s hear more about Trump’s friendship with his other good buddy Epstein instead.
On the lawn mowing saga… our second lawn guy, who I thought was going to be really good, is now fired. His truck broke down and he didn’t contact us about it. GreenPal notified me that he was late, and its bot was going to automatically nag him 3x a day about it. A few days later, he texted me to say his truck was back, and he was locked out of the app until he took care of our yard, so when would we like it done between then and Friday? Anytime is fine, I said.
Friday went by, and nothing happened. Saturday night, GreenPal notified me that the guy had “gone out of business” and automatically started seeking bids again. This time, the service that my mom uses and is happy with came up, and I pounced and signed up. I texted the other guy, and he said his truck had broken down again (and he didn’t notify me again), but keep him in mind for next year. Yeah probably no.
Fixing the Doefper switch was easy, and there was no damage beyond the one obvious burned-out chip. Of course it would have been easier if there’d been one little diode or even one little stripe preventing the need to fix it in the first place…
I’ve broken my failure streak with recordings, and finished two good tracks this weekend. And now that the album has got more than enough material for a release, now my Mesmeriser pedal is finally about to arrive… maybe. I see it’s “on hold” again but in the nearby DHL office, with no reason given. I already paid the @$#%! customs fee (plus the extra fee DHL added for collecting the fee) so this could be something as simple as “it didn’t arrive in time to get on today’s delivery truck but it’ll be delivered tomorrow” (DHL is really kind of lame sometimes).
Mimetic Digitwolis is supposed to ship this week too, but that probably means it won’t arrive until next week.
I had an alert set at Plugin Deals for 510k Polyllop, a polyphonic version of my favorite sequencer plugin Seqund, and it just went on sale so I grabbed it. It’s got 4 lanes for gate/pitch/length/velocity/hold which run simultaneously, with independent lengths and directions and some common controls. Should be fun on occasion for polyrhythmic/polymetric/whatever sequences.
Somehow I missed Brando Sando’s 5th “Secret Project” book, Isles of the Emberdark, up until this weekend. I’m still not sure what I think of dragons in the Cosmere, and the world of First of the Sun isn’t one of my favorite settings of his, but the story is pulling me in.
I really want to know how the Scadrians got such a reputation among the other worlds once they mastered space travel, and what the heck Kelsier is up to. It seems like there was a face-heel turn there somewhere when we weren’t looking. But I don’t expect to get answers to that until the next Mistborn era books come along.